Tuesday, January 26, 2010
And My Head Keeps on Spinning
I have never felt this way before. I don't know what's going on... There are moments when I feel great and unstoppable. But the next moment, I have feelings of disappointment, anger, and other feelings that I don't even know how to describe. I don't know if it has to do with me being scared of what the future hold for me or having to do with feeling lost at the present moment. I still have that feeling that I'm doing things because people want me to do, not what I want to do... I don't even know what I'm talking about... I spend a lot of my time being awake, yet I'm not doing anything. My mind is just a jumble right now...
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Mine too. I completely agree. It's been like that for the past 4 months. I think it's all a part of growing up. Things have changed pretty drastically over the past few months, so I think it's only natural that your brain is having a hard time processing it all. It will all get better. Everything always works out in the end. =]
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